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Coming to this realization is really an eye opener for me. I’m not as great as I may seem. I feel so empty and hollow with no sense of self and no sense of completion. My heart hurts, everything feels torn and mangled. Who am I, because I sure as hell don’t know? I’m dissatisfied with who i’ve became, but I can only improve. Once you’ve hit your lowest point, you can only go up from there. I need a lot of healing for myself, for my spirit and mind. It’s not going to happen over night, but it will take some time. I need to make myself better than I am now, than who I was this summer. I need to mend some broken pieces of my life back together. I needed this wake up call - to show me that 

I’M

NOT

PERFECT.

— 3 weeks ago with 1 note
#personal 

I’ve been feeling so torn lately. My emotions are trying to win me back this time, but i’m trying to not let them get the best of me. They hurt , they’re not fun when they all come at once. They leave me in a whirlwind of thoughts that won’t leave my mind, but I just want to find my peace. I need to find my peace, and I will find my peace this year. I need to learn to understand myself and be okay with everything within me. Focusing on me is my main priority this year, and I am determined to find my own happiness within myself before I tend to others. Then i will be at peace.

— 4 weeks ago

Every time I go on tumblr something changes

— 1 month ago

I’m getting really frustrated, I don’t know what to do, I feel like shit, and I just want to be happy.

But i’m not. 

I guess that i’m not fucking pleasing everyone enough

— 3 months ago with 1 note

cross-connect:

Artist Samantha Keely Smith paints breathtaking abstract landscapes that resemble the swirling waters of the ocean. Using oil paint, enamel, and shellac, Smith builds up multiple translucent layers of color, alternating between soft brushstrokes and large, sweeping gestures to evoke crashing waves, surging tides, and stormy floods.

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— 4 months ago with 90156 notes